from all that it was to all that it is right now
careful memories are kept.
they may bring joy, may bring pain
depending on what you feel,
changing them would be impossible already.
do you remember how you felt back then? how much have changed now?
tell me one thing that has been reduced, one thing that has increased and one thing that has gone.
Like how we filled our stomachs, how has hearts been filled?
Was it filled with fear of rejection and doing nothing or was it filled with gratefulness and joy?
from this to that. from excitement to comfortable. from making an effort to becoming too comfortable. from priority to being obliged. from a real want to trying to want.
being barely there, barely hanging, half empty, struggling, slipping away, going down the drain, going and remembering.
you almost always let it pass.
other things were greater and much more fitting to keep in mind
never mind what I feel.
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comments are appreciated. Though I think responsible talking should be employed. ;)