going through a lot right now.
I am humbled down to my knees and I rely on God and prayer.
I need to be strong.
even if I feel I am at my weakest and even if a million tears already came out of my eyes (without a feeling of enough), I need to brave the day and stand still facing and against the challenge.
events have come all at once but maybe each of them happening has a big role to play.
I cannot own up to my weaknesses just because I must not be vulnerable even though I already am.
and though it feels like I am holding my own hand in these times, God will never leave me alone
I hope nothing bad or serious comes up from the test.
I will be ok :) they will be ok. we will be ok :)
I miss you
ReplyDeleteWhere are you now?
What are you doing?
Who are you with?
What are you thinking?
God,i miss you,
always do,
some days far more than others.
Today i needed you,
but i know it can never be so,
we are not meant for one another,
we are entrusted to others close.
The times when we know
we would be good together,
can never be.
The times when we know
we should be together,
can never be.
Wherever you are,
whatever you're doing,
whoever you're with,
know im out there
somewhere,
thinking and dreaming of the
next time i can can hold your face
in my hands and look in your soul,
utter nothing,
but say so very much.
God, Her, I missed you today,
You are my all,
my soulmate, my everything.
Reach for me soon,
for your dreamer misses you
nice words. :)
ReplyDeletei wish I knew who you are.